I was also wondering why all my “mon voyage post” all relate to education life and my degree life. Yeah, this is the era of being a student which I can’t escape that. I love being in the university so much. My life is more organised, more manageable and experience new things every day. It is true that people say that your life is a roller coaster. There will be a time that you are going to be up and also there is a time where you are going to be down. That’s how life playing with us. Yes, everyday people will wake up wishing that it will going to be a good day and will never wish for a bad day. It is hard for me to say that people will ask for a horrible day. What for? But for me, that bad day, is just something that I need to balance my happiness. Weird huh? Bad day. It depends on how we identify a bad day. Even people say I have a bad day, I will say it is a good day for me. A good day because I have taken a challenge in my life. Like I’m upgrading my life. Apart of that, I just want to tell that I am doing so fine for my first semester in UNIMAS. Yeah, assignment and assessment really put me in pressure. It is a lie if I say it is so easy or I manage to do well in all of my assignments. No No No. Assignment and assessment is a part of learning and here, the student should take it seriously because all the marks that we get for the work we did, will be calculated and mix with the final exam which overall conclude as our CGPA. How crucial it is.
Some of the assignments I get require a group work. Which almost all the subjects have group work. I hate to say this to myself. But I really not adore to group assignment or any working partner for my assignment. I rather work alone because, will take the risk if anything happen to the assignment like if I get bad marks, I will blame myself, but not to others and if I get great marks, I took it as I have achieved my hard work. But once, I have a thought, saying that I should change my mind set. Working with people is that that bad at all. Since my foundation I had worked with a lot of people. Hahaha, I don’t have a problem working with people, but I have a problem working with people that does not want to work with the group. I think this type of people is lack of communication skill, leadership skills, and other skills. I’m tired of “free riders” they just know how to ride a taxi, but do not want to pay the driver. It’s okay because I always believe in “karma”. I don’t hate them, but I just sympathy for them as they lack a lot of skills in their life. Some I try to help them, help to increase or upgrade their skills to the same level, but if they still behave like that, it is out of my limit to care for them. I thank for them because they make me stronger, they make me to take a challenge and bahhh take make me annoyed. Lol have a lot of emotion in one day. I don’t want to pressure myself, afraid that I will get any heart attack or high blood pressure in my 20s. How I cope? Hahaha, free riders are lots ,but for me, I like the “silent treatment”. I am a silent murder. Bhahaha lol. I have my own way of coping with this sort of problem. “Problem” huhuh. Sometimes I talk alone with the lecturer about “them” but I rather take it myself. I don’t care about them having the marks same as me as I with some of the group mate putting hard for the assignment, even though its matter for me because yeah it is not fair, but I take it as part of my learning. Learn to be patient, learn to be a guidance, learn to manage people, learn to be mature, learn to become part of the society take care of their group, learn to be tolerate, learn to don’t mind of people that don’t care about such thing, learn to do assignment with less people that put efforts to it, learn to be strong and I learn to be a student with a brain and feeling.